Learning things that you didn’t want to do

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Does it hurt, or does it pain

When all your actions go in vain.

When you thought that what you loved will love you back,

But it left you, insane.

Do your fears come out in cries,

Do you love staring at that shiny night sky?

And you know, just what you want,

But on the inside, yes you know the story is different on the inside…

The pain comes when you think of losing it.

When your want is becoming your need.

When that something inside you is luring to not let it go.

Tough, it seems, to leave the bundle you grew up thinking was yours.

To detach and let it go, looks impossible.

It feels like becoming a victim of a brutal crime,

to just make space for something new.

To watch each second fill it into you,

Learning things that you didn’t want to do.